bro not the quencies (way of saying consequences if theres something deeply wrong with you)
time to start a fresh cycle of
1. get job
2. abuse stimulants to push through whatever tf is wrong with my body
3. burn out and quit job
4. become a recluse for several months
5. run out of money
monotropa uniflora!!! aka the ghost flower!
they don’t have chlorophyll because they obtain nutrients from fungi. specifically fungi that obtain /their/ nutrients from photosynthesizing trees. a parasite to parasites!
seen on my walk yesterday ❤️
how did y’all revive your blogs. this account is ancient and all my followers are bots and people who don’t use the site anymore
god i have this excruciating feeling lately like there’s a physical wall between my internal experience and the external tasks i want to complete
and for some reason the only solution that seems feasible is to do mushrooms even though i haven’t done them in years and acquiring them means completing a sequence of external tasks
a cool thing about tumblr is that when an absolute dog shit dud of a post shows up in my feed i know it’s not because of some nebulous algorithm, it’s someone’s fault and i can find them immediately











